Hate this kind of feelings....

Why it is me?
or just because among the me and my sister i am the biggest so have to
endure it?
everything that i have and you have your own why do you have
snatch it from me?
I hate it!
and the things you have why i just cannot share just for as minute?
just because you are small?
or just because
i am bigger than
i have give it to you?
Ya,if i do not give it to you ,you will
surely cry and telling everyone that i bully you but i did not....
everyone i meet they will surely say that you will surely
bully your sister...
but the affect is she is the one who always bully me!
i would like to say if you do not anything about my family please keep your
mouth
close....
although i know you just say it for fun but
don't you know your innocent word
has just hurt me!
i know that as the biggest i should not
be angry over such small issues but i
really cannot stand it any more....